WordPress, It’s been a while! Senioritis has officially taken over! my normal routine: wake up, go to school, come home, take a 1-3 hour nap, then start homework, procrastinate, finish at like 1 in the morning, (repeat). tis not as bad ….. ha
so here goes my random rant on whatever and all that good stuff. or just stuff.
- currently listening to: Sleep All Day – Jason Mraz
- my surroundings: in my living room with the only lights from the kitchen, sitting in my massage chair, with my mom doing dishes in the kitchen and my brother sleeping in an awkward sitting position on the couch.
- This is by far probably the best idea ive had this year! aaaaah. taking my laptop to my massage chair! why didnt i think of this before?
- todays weather (Feb 22, the day it rained in the morning) was amazing, expecially around 4 o’clockish(?) i love it, it’s calm, the atmosphere’s color is like a dull orange color, and everythings so peaceful. (as gay as i sound right now) i love when it’s sunny after it rains. its great. (like ur mom…. what?!) ha but yeah.
- so i realized that sometimes i feel as if nothing secular matters at all, (well it actually doesnt matter cuz what you end up doing for a living or becoming doesnt determine whether you enter the gates of heaven or not) but you know what im sayin, it still matters to be successful and all that good stuff. but dont get me wrong, this thought process isnt coming from an existentialist view. (yes Grice’s students, i said it!) and not to be emo or anything but i feel it really doesnt matter in the end.. like foreal. i could drop out of highschool right now, and go do some crazy things and die in a week, month, year , and still go to heaven, and all that . but of course im gonna keep doin what im doin. but yeaaaah would i be able to focus on God more if i didnt have school and college to worry about? or would i just have fun and become more lazy and just waste my time??? or both? that would be awesome! ha but i should just keep dreaming right?
- so earlier i felt like i had a lot to say but now that im actually writing, not really. ha
- to this day, i still have no idea what i want to pursue or what God wants me to pursue. i got into 3/4 colleges so far, and am waiting for my fourth. and i have no idea where i wanna go either. i wanna go to usc, but my dad doesnt really want me to. i kinda wanna go to the citadel, but i know knob year’s gonna be hell, and i dont think i can take 4 year of waking up at like 5:30 every morning… im not to psyched about clemson.. and ga tech? i dont plan on committing suicide anytime soon. ha but yea we’ll see.
Dear God, what is your purpose for me???
- my youtube is being super slow and it sucks… i have to wait friggin 30 minutes to listen to like a 3 minute song…
and speaking of youtube. i watched “a walk to remember” the other night (for the 3rd time?). and i dont care what you say, i think its an awesome movie! friggin makes me wanna have a girl friend! ha its so sad. ha okay…. that’s enough…. (i love sad movies….. everyone watch Hachiko!!!! its awesome!) (anyone have a good sad movie recommendation??? if you love me then you should make me a movie list….okay so you dont have to love me . and it doesnt have to be all sad)
well since im on the topic, ill list some movies i thought were awesome (not particular order)
- Hachiko
- Blood Diamond
- Memento
- Rambo (which ever that last one is. ha)
- The(?) Terminal
- 300
- Fight Club
- Dark Knight
- Any movie w/ Johnny Depp (friggin love that guy!) (Secret Window, Sweeney Todd, Pirates of the Carribean(just for his acting) etc)
- i cant think of any more right now…
but yeah! make me a list!!!
- so everytime i blog now, i think of how my friend told me i sound like a girl…. DO I SOUND LIKE A GIRL STILL!?!?!!? haha -_-
but that’s bout it. my minds is blank right about now. im zoning out. my back kind of hurts from this massage now… but yaaaaah.
peace out home skillet biscuits.
(random title… i know) haha
